I was in Minneapolis by last Saturday, at my sister Janice's apartment. We had fun in a large Community Room.
It seems everyone enjoyed themselves and want a repeat singalong next year.
I was in Minneapolis by last Saturday, at my sister Janice's apartment. We had fun in a large Community Room.
It seems everyone enjoyed themselves and want a repeat singalong next year.
The world may offer many seemingly exciting, progressive, "moving" ways of living. But it all ends, the Bible reminds us, "in the ways of death". "Jesus--there is no other walkway of unchanging truth or unending life, is there," I mused, as I heard the boarding call for my flight, and got my carry-on things together.
My long-awaited trip to the U.S. is finally underway. Here are sketches from the first few days.
I will be here for a few days, go to my sister Janice's about a week and see a friend from college days; then go up to Detroit and catch up with my other sister who is taking the girls with her to her supporting churches and the ark museum. After another week with her, the young ladies will head back to Japan, and Joyce and I will go up to Canada and Hawaii. My return to Japan will be July 15.
...who was given a little bear too: a pacifier with a detachable brown teddy bear.
Oh--why "Lucy"? The first picture is an illustration drawn for a story written in 2021 about a little girl named Lucy who lost a rag doll.
"There's no way you can call that cute, not by any stretch of the imagination," we could hear Grampa muttering.
I'd thought the doll lovable until that moment, when I saw it objectively and realized it was nothing to look at.
And the Holy Spirit seemed to whisper to me that we're nothing to look at either, but God thought we were worth His Son dying for.
During that year, in art class, we learned a way to draw a pretty picture by covering a blank sheet of paper with patches of color, covering it with a layer of black crayon, then scratching out an outline with a bobby pin. To me, it was like magic, the way the design--mine was a flower--bloomed in full color.
We were to give our pictures to friends or people to whom we wanted to show our appreciation. I thought mine looked a little lopsided, so I cut off the extra and decided to give my card to the most popular girl in the class.
When I happily handed my card to my classmate, she glanced at it and practically scowled, saying, "That's nice." I forgot she'd be getting so many cards that day. Daddy, however, seemed to really like what I made, returning a note: "That smiling heart saying, 'I love you Daddy' made me happier than you know. Thank you, Junie."
And my 3rd grade heart couldn't figure out why I felt so horrible when I read that. I will NEVER, ever, in the future, I told myself, give something just "good enough" to someone that already loves me and give something much better to someone else to gain that person's attention. That may be wordy, but I knew what I meant, because it hurt too much not to know.
The time I learned to ride a bicycle (3rd grade), we lived next to a huge parking lot that was a paradise to ride around in. I remember one afternoon, on my bicycle on the sidewalk about to turn the corner and come home, my "brain computer" jammed. I saw a postman--there was no e-mail; we wrote letters back then--walking in my direction. If I turned the corner, I would run straight into him. I COULDN'T!!! My brain froze. Instead of turning the handle, I let the bicycle plow on straight ahead...into the car parked at the curb!
Bonk. (Good thing my child's bicycle wasn't going very fast anyway.) The bicycle's rubber wheels hit the car's metal fenders, spilling me onto the grass. The mailman came running, questions flying.
"What are you doing? Are you all right? What happened?"
"I...I saw you...I was going to turn the corner...But if I did, I knew I would run into you, and I didn't want to do that, so I didn't know what to do and kept going straight" (like the time I stayed on the bus and went all the way to the terminal!)
"Why didn't you just put on the brakes?"
"I...yeah...uh....I didn't think about it." I didn't know what to say, really.
I think he saw I wasn't hurt (except my silly pride) and sent me back home reminding me to use the brakes next time. I can't remember too clearly. That's a memory I don't often think about, try to forget, actually; don't really know why I'm sharing it with you. Perhaps it's to show God can choose things this unbelievably foolish to serve Him and glorify Himself--all He asks is that we say, okay God, YOU DO YOUR THING, because I've proven I can make a mess doing mine.
My brain seems to put on its brakes at the wrong time then get locked in stupid.
I was telling the crows about the "birthday" when I was 10. I hadn't planned on it, but this is being posted on my 65th birthday. I wore my favorite blue shirt dress, and my sisters, my Mom and I were out for a walk on our hill...and oh look! Wasn't that Dr. Lam, one of my favorite people, waving to us?
My mother habitually stretched out her arms on both sides and bent down slightly at the waist to look both ways for traffic before starting across. My younger sister was on her left, and my older sister was on her right, but she hadn't been able to reach me, who had been a split second too fast and started to dart across without looking.
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH! whump!
When my mother looked up, I stood, half frozen in the middle of the road. I had seen the speeding car at the last instant and jumped back. It had hit my dress as it whizzed by. I can still feel the contact it made, inches away from my skin. The car came to a stop by the side of the road, the person at the steering wheel, sure he had hit the little girl who dashed in front of the car.
"I'm so sorry she scared you like that!" My mother apologized profusely to the driver.
"Th-then she's okay?" He was too relieved to get angry. "J-just tell her to be more careful." He started the engine and was gone.
Dr. Lam, a missionary, called us together by the side of the road and thanked God for protecting me. He'd witnessed a near tragedy. My father, another missionary, did something else that evening. It wasn't my birthday, but he had bought a cake to celebrate God's saving Junie's life today--and I remember seeing Daddy cry.
I need to pick up medicine before heading to the U.S. for my month's trip, and it'll be a cool day today, so I decided to go to the clinic and put up another post about an evening Kinya came with me to the park. I didn't want to be by myself when it got dark (I told you about the atheist who advised I bring my husband with me then in "Some things don't Merit Discussion", Nov.11, 2023).
I didn't dare spend time making a good sketch since I'd make Kinya wait the whole time so made a quick initial drawing. Here's what it ended up like: Peter and the ripples created by the four turtles and many carp who came to Lower Bridge! Okay, so I cheated.
Why are all the turtles looking at the small turtle Peri, I wondered one morning when I came to the pond.
"You all alone, sweetie?" Peri asks.
But the baby turtle thinks Peri looka like Superman to her, so she only giggles and tries to touch him.
Peri sees he needs to get this baby turtle back to her mother. "Where be Mama?" Peri asks, trying to look like mother turtle.
"Ooh!" more giggling.
"I can't even talk to her! Now what?" Peri plops down with a frown.
The baby turtle also plops down next to Peri, wearing a big frown. Peri sees this, then jumps up with, "Got it!"
Peri walks in circles, while the baby turtle follows him. He stops and lifts his hands. The baby turtle copies him."Good girl!" Peri laughs. "Now do as I do!" He plops into the water and so does the baby turtle. Peri swims to the nearest shore, and the little one follows him, where the grateful mother turtle waits.
After this day, I say maybe we can call this turtle Peridot.
But he says "Peri" is okay for a while.
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甲羅干ししているカメたち、なんで、みんな小亀一匹をじっと見ているのかな。見てみると、小指の大きさの小亀の隣に爪より小さい子亀がいる。あ、おにいちゃん亀のことをスゴイと思っているけれど、お兄ちゃんの方は、親亀の所に、この子を返さなければならないと、考えている。
お兄ちゃん亀、えらいねと、思った。かんしん、かんしん。
「だれにだってできるよ」と、返事が聞こえたような気がした。
「まねっこぐらい」。
"Our disappointments our God's appointments," my Mom used to tell me.
I remember when we were too little to understand, we had to pack up real quick and "go home on furlough". What we didn't know was that the doctor had told my parents was that my Dad had, due to overwork, begun to see double, and it had been up to my Mom to pack up everything, get everything in order, talk to all the church folks, take care of all the loose ends of all our ministries while we were away (we had multiple church and outreach ministries going), make sure she had three daughters' needs taken care of, contact all relatives involved, look to legal/international papers having to do with travel/moving; and whisk us off in several months' time. The doctor had told her there was no time to worry about appearances or to hem and haw about doing things smoothly, just get your husband needed rest NOW!
And she had done so. She hadn't questioned how disappointing it was that we were in such a fruitful part of our ministry or questioned what it would do to our testimony or future support OR ANYTHING.
In fact, wasn't there an Old Testament character--Gideon, wasn't it, that, got up and moved THAT NIGHT when God told him to? Ooh; that was my favorite Old Testament Bible story because Gideon was a timid one to begin with but decided to move when God called him. It's made me want to go read it again--Judges 6? 7?
Wait. I never posted "Peridot Power", did I? I wrote it so long ago and have shown it to friends, I assumed I put it on the blog, but I don't think I did.
I'd begun going to the park and become familiar with some of the turtles in the front pond I now call Duck Pond. Because one turtle came out by herself basking and gleaming in the early morning light before the others, I thought she looked like--and asked if I could call her "Gemstone" because she looked like a pretty green stone.
Another day, she came with a little one by her side. Since humans sometimes speak of children as a chip off the old block, I asked Gemstone if I could name her hatchling "Chip" because he seemed to come out and pose just like her. I think she nodded. But the next day, she came with a smaller turtle next to Chip.
"You'd have to light a fire there to see him; he's so small!" I searched my mind for a rock name for this one, since the other two were rock names too. "Flint! That's it! They're rocks, but not any ol' rock will do--only this special rock can make flames! Maybe Flint can be like that too!" Again, Gemstone seemed pleased. So turtles Gemstone, tiny Chip, and even smaller Flint basked on that rock.
But a few days later, I realized what I thought was a tiny leaf next to Flint was another teeny tiny terto! Gemstone seemed to almost apologize when she looked at me, but at the same time was proud to show me another child. Then she seemed to ask if I might find another "rock name" for it too?
You can read later the story of how our beetle-sized hero, Peri, managed to get a ladybug-sized newborn back to its mother. I've heard truth is stranger than fiction, but it's more awesome when you see it in nature!
When I went to the park today, I realized two adult turtles were swimming near the edge of Duck Pond. No doubt, they were asking if I'd finished the drawing I started of them.
Well, if they meant of the one climbing onto the basking boulder and the dragonflies coming after the drawing was finished, yes, I'd finished coloring it quite a while ago--hadn't I told them? But if they meant the one last weekend--I just finished it day before yesterday.
I kept thinking about the Golden Ringed Emperor dragonfly that stopped on my Buddhist friend, how I was right next to her but unable to take a picture in time.
I'd given Takako several of the last few drawings because she was there when they were made so understood them. This last sketch actually pictured her--of course I'd give it to her again? Takako has heard me say God is my life. She feels God is an illusion. But when the artist--who claims an illusion to be her all--composes pictures that interest her, she keeps seeing her, and maybe one day will find Him her all as well.
Yes, God wanted that giant dragonfly to stop on Takako, not to prove the d-fly's agility; nor me to sketch it to prove my artistic ability; but so that HE could continue "drawing" her to Himself to give her His love.